Somewhere in the madness
Of a long forgotten time
I resurrect the pieces to the crime
Searching for and answer
That somehow could explain
Why I feel this misery and pain
But who am I to pretend
The fault is mine in the end
Sifting through the ashes
For any alibis
All I find is me in my disguise
Father won't you help me
Hallowed be thy name
I confess I am the one to blame
And through my life fades to black
I know there's no turning back
So as I cross the Rubicon
I know I can't go on
Feeling this way
And I can't be like Estragon
A fool who's waiting on some better day
When all my prayers are answered
And all my sins absolved
And all life's mysteries have been resolved
Father won't you tell me
Why life is such a sham
And why I don't know who the hell I am
And though I'm feeling estranged
I must admidt somehow I've changed
So as I cross the Rubicon
I know I'll carry on, oh come what may
And I can't be like Estragon
A fool who's waiting on some judgement day
Woke up in a cold sweat screaming
Same dream I'm always dreaming
Look out there's a monster watin'
Lookin' for me with the mark of Satan
Can't run I'm in slow motion
Can't swim in the middle of the ocean
Can't breathe I need incubation
Everywhere I look there's complete devastation
Wake me, somebody wake me
And as I cross the Rubicon
I vow to carry on, oh come what may
And I'll not be like Estragon
Some fool who's waiting for someone to say
It's OK... it's Ok... it's Ok